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| And from my tired heart, a little bit farther away |
[Wednesday the 18th, 01.12PM] |
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<im in love im in love and i dont care who knowss it.
wow this year is absolutly nutso. its been a bundle of emotions that i cant even put into words. and now all this suspension/expelling shit. i dont really know what to say.
i dont think ive ever been more confused in the most calm manner in my lifetime. it makes sense to me. i have become so comfortable with change, i think its a good thing. and the greatest thing is happening Alex from Cali is coming down in 2 weeks. its exactly what i need.
You have my attention
Like you’ve had all the while
Since that first day when you made my heart smile
With loving eyes and tired sighs that flow
You have my attention
Like a shout through an empty sanctuary
Speak but a whisper
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| dont stop believing! |
[Saturday the 7th, 07.18PM] |
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journey!!!! |
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jordan says hii!
and paulina says hii too!!
me and jordan donnelly are now going out so much has changed and im so extremely happy im so in love its ridiculous
senior year is going by way so fast.
scared and happy holla.
i love kristen and her headaches and jon is the most amazing gentlemen in my life.
zac ensign well he is my lovely little lady =)
danielle guistino <3.
ok bye.
any way you want it thats the way you need it anyway you want it!
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| i didnt steal your boyfriend... |
[Sunday the 6th, 10.59PM] |
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ashlee simpson |
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i've been feeling pretty alright lately.
it was a fun weekend && after having 2 weeks off of school
im not that excited for tomorrow but lets see: half day,
superlatives pics, and no school friday.
i shouldnt really complain.
tomorrow is james' 19th birthday um wtf.
sjhdfjksdfh.
I just dont understand how i had 6 shots last night && didnt even remotely get that crunnk. its a bit odd. is my body immune to alcohol?
hmm.
i dont need a guy in my life but it would be nice.
i guess i am too much to handle after all.
whatever best friends never leave your sidee...
( im just a fucked up girl looking for my own piece of mind.. )
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| why cant we get along? |
[Thursday the 20th, 09.39PM] |
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NOT NO ONE WANTS TO BE LET DOWN.
So you go from diapers to, playgrounds && swing sets, to mulch and yuckie bruises, coloring books && crayons, notes with circle yes/no, thinking ur cool with the shortest shorts in p.e, library was fun, naptime, pb && j with motts paper box juices, recess, christmas pagents, gross bushy eyebrows, frizzy hair, liking every boy in your class [which never really changes] tons of key chains, highschool, bitches && hoes, playas && nice guys, grades, stress, depression, happiness, drugs, sex, partying, trampolines and fallin in love.
you once have soemting then u fall and u get back up
everything changes and u learn and uve become
accepting of the change you HAVE to deal with.
in the matter of 1 month your whole life can completly
change.
and then you finally let your guard down and fall madly in love.
its hard to know that what you had and took advantage of was the best thing you'll ever come close to
&& the person you cant get out of your head and heart
says oh im sorry its just not right timing.
you realize how shitty it feels.
so yes karma is real
&& as jamie says "everything happens for a reason."
i know that i am in love and i didnt mean to but what can you do once someting good comes round god throws something in your face to fuck all ur shit up for why? who the fuck knows. im not really angry its just confusing. its ok though.
i just have the best friends in the world i mean better than i could have EVER asked or wished for. i miss being able to write and it felt like things were somewhat more relieving.
*so moms good
*me and dino are becoming realll close again
*i love my family
*i havent smoked in 2 months
*i tanned today
happy birthday to joey tomorrow. && homecoming next weekend. woohoo.
bye.
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| baby I shall not move Even after all the silly things you do. |
[Tuesday the 18th, 12.31AM] |
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jack johnson-flake. |
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Yes I need more time just to make things right
Damn my situation and the games I have to play,
With all the things caught in my mind.
same shit: drama, love, friends, cali, food :)
things have been amazing/weird.
i just got back from SAN FRAN, ahh a greaat great time i tell ya.
joeys burrfday is on friday ahh im excited.
jamielopez is a skeet :D
&& yah parties this weekend fun fun fun..
i wanna get crunk.
no smoking though :) 2 months and im stayin clean.
LOVELIFE.
<3333 :)
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| wake me up when september ends. |
[Thursday the 29th, 11.44PM] |
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greenday. |
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* i miss michael clarke so much.
* i wish jon didnt go to bed so fucking early like a 5 yr old =]
* i love dance
* i thank god every night for Amanda Dolan.
*Matty just thinkin of youu r.i.p.
* WHERE IS UR HEART, CAUSE I DONT REALLY FEEL YOU. um ya w/e.
--this weekend is gonna be fun. sleepovers, beach, drunken nights, best friends, laughing && 1 month. :)
i wanna watch garden state.
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| so let go, just jump in..well whatcha waitin for? |
[Sunday the 25th, 12.25PM] |
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the weather is changing..fall is here. =]
im SO happy.
things are going by pretty darn fast, joeys birthday is in 3 weeks, then homecoming, halloween horror nights, dance rehearsals..so much too look forward to.
For being grounded this was an Amazing weekend.
getting to know veronica is awesome && jamie && pow well duh their my life.
haha western day was funn..i hope vick had the best time in disney with keel.
enjoy.
( could it be your in love? )
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| life is just too damn short. |
[Monday the 19th, 09.22PM] |
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i love && care about joey so fuckin much and i dont care if all he ever knew was sex, money && running his shit. i wanna be there for him till ...
i really dont understand what the fuck my parents want from me.,
so im the laziest fucking person EVR && yes i kno i can be soo much more. im quitting smoking i really want to. i want to get my shit together but honestly i have no fucking clue where i fit, where im going, im too fucking lazy to look for colleges, infact i think im SCARED SHITLESS to actually move out of my comfort zone && goin into the real world.
i guess i just i have to realize my mom will never accept me for who i am or even understand me. its ok. i love my aunt shes my hero. so here i go put on my happy face && say fuck the world i guess sometimes we all need to be a little selfish.
i love paulina so much im glad we are actually talkin and im not being such a cold hearted bitch to her. im a fucking idiot i hurt the people who care about me most. im over that. i love jamie so much we can relate on our dramatic mood swings. i dont kno what id do without you. =]
so i gues right now im going through alot of change or hopes of changing. goddammit i love joey. and mike hes so fucking awesome, like a great friend. i love the people i am with now i feel happy && comfortable.
all i know is.. i love life even if i come home to a psycho bitch from hell and leave with a few bruises but on ur happy face cause life is too damn short.
r.i.p matty.
p.s. jon andress i love you more than life thank you for coming over and succh. i owe you. bestfriend fo eva hahaha. =]
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| SOUNDS LIKE A FIRE TRUCK. |
[Friday the 16th, 10.01AM] |
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ITS BRETTS BIRTHDAYY YAAAAAY!! |
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BRETT && EMILY. |
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How to Eat Pussy
*or Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to Ask
Eating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas.
The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there would be instructions, or a map, or a help icon. How many times have you planted your face at heaven's door and said to yourself, "Man, it sure would be nice if just once she told me what she liked? Should I feel free to move about the cabin or should I keep my seatbelt securely fastened and concentrate on her love button? Should I move up and down? Back and forth? In little circles? Dive in deep or doggy paddle on the surface? To finger or not?"
Men have no problem telling women what they like, "Oh yeah! That's it! Oops, sorry baby. It's OK, it's protein." There is no mystery about a penis. It stands out in the open. Proud. Happy to be out in the breeze. No matter how small or unimpressive, every penis acts as if it's a Great Dane, the Washington Monument, or a mighty Sequoia. A penis is so simple in comparison to a vagina that I can explain everything you need to know about performing oral sex on a penis using a standard fire hydrant.
It's all good!!!
If a woman is still unsure, she can rent an adult video. Any video. All she has to do is look at a penis the way the "actresses" in porn do, and he'll be happy.
I know what you're thinking, "I'll just rent a video and learn all about eating pussy. I don't have to read a bunch of words." Wrong. Forget for a minute that as soon as you pop the DVD into the player, your left hand will instinctually grab the remote and find the fast-forward button while your right hand locates your mule and begins the old "up and down." You can't learn how to eat a pussy from a video because of your big old head.
Here's a picture of me, sharing my technique with Meryl Streep. Informative? Taking notes? You could watch me give Ms. Streep several orgasms (and I did) and you wouldn't learn jack. All you'd do is waste lotion and a few million sperm. How can I be sure that a 10 time Best Actress Award nominee wasn't faking it? That's a story for another time.
Even when porn movies show oral sex in close-up labia-vision-3D, they have to push the licker's head sideways to give a good view to the camera, while snapping the receiver's hip out of joint. This position is designed for good cinema, not for optimal pleasure.
Practice, Practice, Practice - Pussy Eating Exercises
One of the key differences between performing oral favors on a woman versus a man is time. With men, the better you are, the shorter your performance. With women, you're expected to be able to perform for extended periods of time. In order to develop marathoner-like endurance, there are a number of exercises that can be used to strengthen the muscles in your mouth.
What does this lesbian have that you don't? I'm not talking about the beautiful girlfriend or the impressive breasts. Look closer!
See those bruises on her tongue?
This girl has been busy.
Exercise 1
Stick your tongue as far out of your mouth as possible, and then try to touch your nose. Eat a booger, if possible. Repeat in 3 sets of 10 reps or when boogers are clear. This exercise is fun, funny to watch, and nutritious. It also makes a great decongestant.
Exercise 2
With a loose jaw, point your tongue while simultaneously trying to keep your tongue in constant contact with the top and bottom of your mouth. You'll quickly learn that this is impossible. A Zen-like exercise designed to equip you mentally for failing again and again to satisfy your lover.
Exercise 3
Keep your tongue relaxed and open your mouth. Move your tongue in and out of your mouth, forward, and in both directions, while licking hair from her hair brush. Try to focus while clearing the hairs. Practice in five sets of twenty and build up to adding aromas and darkness to the exercise.
Here I am after only 3 weeks of working out. No more bruises and I lost 20 pounds.
Get Licking!
Now that your tongue is in shape it's time to start licking. Lick everything you can get your tongue on and are legally allowed to touch. Be sure to invest in a big hunk of filleted salmon. I know what your saying, "Salmon is like $12 a pound, can't I use a lollypop or a nice piece of dried cod?" When it comes to training for licking labia, you can't skimp! Save the dried cod for her post-menopausal years.
Now, that's a nice piece of fish, tastefully shaped to promote interest, and garnished with parsley to simulate the texture of her 10 o'clock shadow.
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| life has a funny way of sneaking up on you. |
[Sunday the 11th, 04.12PM] |
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Matty Hughes. Damn.
he made such an impact on like fucking everyone. he
was soooooo funny at any given moment he could make anyone
laugh. and that face he was sooo frickin adorable and
oh how he made my amanda happy. what an amazing summer
we spent and they shared love. and how he was a good friend
to joey. the two closest to me. and the saint davids days haha
when he called in a bomb threat and then ran across the street
and made it sooo fricking obvious it was him lmao hahha.
moron. i love life. and his was tough and these past couple
months shit was good. he lived it up. im soo lucky to have known
matt hughes. its not gonna be easy to move on without someone
so awesome but we're all in this together. takeiteasy baby
&& ill come join you in heaven when my time comes =].
<3333333. REST IN PEACE.
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| im kind of a big deal. |
[Tuesday the 6th, 07.36PM] |
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akon and young G |
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Nessa said it best...
"PLEASE PRAY FOR MATT HUGHES HE NEEDS US THE MOST RIGHT NOW...HE WAS ONE OF US AND HE GREW UP WITH US AT MCCARTHY...SO EVEN THO YOU WERENT AS CLOSE TO HIM AS SOME OF US WERE...KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS AND HOPE FOR THE BEST FOR HIM...HES GOING THROUGH A TOUGH TIME IN HIS AND IN ANYONES LIFE RIGHT NOW AND ALL WE CAN DO IS HOPE THAT HE STAYS WITH US...HES BEEN THROUGH SOO MUCH...I LOVE YOU MATT!!!"
i love my boobs,amabear,and hubby im here for you Always.
hey jon, um thanks ur a cool kid and
ur kinda my labeled best friend =]
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| the chemistry between us could destroy this placee. |
[Friday the 2nd, 05.50PM] |
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spilllllly canvasssss |
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i love eating BK && sleeping with DEE on friday afternoons =]
i love jon andress more than you.
&& i love my boyfriend.
3 day weekend holler... =]
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| i wanna carry you around when your arthritis is bad. |
[Tuesday the 30th, 10.25PM] |
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it could be so nice growing old with you. |
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i had a reall nice day--mario&&autumn--car ride w/ jon.-new camera--new car*--
it was realll nice to be with steph, kimmie && luna.
mix your milk with my coco puff milky milky coco mix ur mik with my coco puff milky milky righhhhhhhtt...
( hey we're not assholes. )
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